Only good vibes please

I am very sensitive to the emotions of others.

In public place I have a hard time blocking out the emotions of others.  Whether happy, angry or sad they impact me negatively by causing a surge that I’m not ready for.

I have found that healing crystals, in my pockets, have allowed me to function peacefully in public.  You should try it if you find yourself dealing with emotions that aren’t wanted.

I love Tourmaline, Healerite, Clear and Smokey Quartz, Bloodstone, and Amethyst.  The combination does wonders for me.

I am sold on the healing properties of these magical stones.

Yours,

Jordyn

Basketball is Awesome

I went to my second basketball game last night.  I did so much better at staying calm in all the sudden lights and sounds.  I was so excited to go and proud of how I handled it.

 

My first time at a Raptors game was very hard.  Despite being tethered to Nelson (my service dog that helps me stay calm when my impulses take over) and noise cancelling earphones I could not get my body to my seat.  I tried everything to calm myself.

Enter my new friend Zach Miller, who was there when I needed a place to unplug my stuck sensory system.  He created opportunities for me to encode all the sensory information in a way I could handle and still enjoy the game.  Just my filling up to before meltdown then a break somewhere quiet and plain looking allowed me to get happily encoded to the environment.  Zach transformed what could have been my last game, to me being a lifelong fan.  He is an angel among men.

This game was about 45% better.  Zach took care of us again and made sure I was as calm as possible.

I want to thank Zach and Maple Leaf Sports & Entertainment for changing my life and helping me be a sports fan.  They are amazing people.

Forever a fan,

Jordyn

(Courtside shot below is from our first game at the end we were graciously offered to see what courtside looks like, all others are from last night after getting settled.  He chose all images.
Jordyn also asked me to share this video of him after making it to his seat without “Rocky freaking out” which was his goal)

I want to be a Crystal Healer

I understand that this is a 45 percent crazy idea.  I am passionate about crystals only because I have felt their power to protect and heal.

I hope that sharing this helps you get me.

I want to help the world heal and people would benefit from more crystals in their life.  Can we really afford to overlook these powerful healing stones?

Because I carry Tourmaline and Healerite when I’m out I don’t pick up the emotions of others as much.  20 percent of what I used to deal with.

To understand their power you need to believe we are energy flowing through our body with chakras that balance the flow.  You then need to get that we have 12 crystals that can assist us when this energy gets mucked up.

I am currently reading “Crystal Healing” by Judy Hall 30 minutes a day and learning lots.  I am happiest when we are talking about crystals.

I will make this goal a reality.  I will become a Crystal Healer and help many people.

Jordyn

Conquering My Fears

Not only do I have a body that doesn’t listen, 45 percent of the time it is unreasonable scared.

I like adventure and learning new things, but Rocky, my uncontrollable body, hijacks my adventures 45 percent of the time.

I very much want to be in control, however my body reacts to unknowns with lots of resistance.

What has helped is learning RPM (Rapid Prompting Method) and being able to express my wants so my mommy and daddy can help me do the things I want.

Wanting to control myself is getting easier with more practice.  I self command my body in steps to get past the paralysis that sometimes happens.  Like saying “ROCKY STEP FORWARD ONTO SLIDE” on my letterboard or having daddy tell Rocky what to do.

Because I can say what I want and then self command, I am able to conquer my fears.  Not only do I get to slide down the bigger slides at Great Wolf Lodge, but I will try MagiQuest later today too.  I will also go to dinner with mommy and daddy, do bowling, and maybe go on an even bigger slide.

This trip rocks!

Adventurously yours,

Jordyn

Listen to my Inside Voice

LISTEN TO MY INSIDE VOICE

IS TODAY THE RIGHT INSIDE TO
STOP MY UNCONTROLLABLE IMPULSE
TO REMEMBER SEQUENCES OF
KIDS VIDEOS
NO END IN SIGHT

IS TODAY THE RIGHT INSIDE TO
STOP MY IMPULSE TO
ZOOM THROUGH LISTS OF
CHILDREN’S WORDS
NO END IN SIGHT

IS TODAY THE RIGHT INSIDE TO
NOT LISTEN TO 376 WIFI SIGNALS
AS WE DRIVE TO
ANOTHER MEDICAL APPOINTMENT
NO WAY TO STOP NOISE

IS TODAY THE RIGHT INSIDE TO
NOT ONLY FEEL MY EMOTIONS
BUT EXTRANEOUS TOO
SECTIONS OFF INSIDE
ONLY WAY TO STOP IT FROM OVERWHELMING ME

ON THIS DAY
WILL MY HEAD
NOT INSTRUCT ME RIGHT
TO STOP PINCHING MOMMY
I DON’T WANT TO MAKE HER UPSET

PLEASE ALLOW ME
THE INSIDE I DESIRE
STOP INSIDE IMPULSES FROM HIJACKING
NORMAL
NOT MY TIDE OF DEMONSTRATIVE MOODS

NO STORY ON LIVING
AFTER DEMONSTRATIVE MOODS TAKE ME OVER
RIDE TO JORDYN’S WORLD
HERE INSIDE I AM TOTALLY
TOGETHER

GLAD TO HAVE MOMMY
HEAR MY STORY
IS MY STORY JOYFUL
ONLY WHEN TODAY
IS THE JOYOUS DAY I AM HEALED WITH LOVE

HEAL ME BY FORGING
AHEAD WITH LOVE
AND TRYING NEW THINGS BECAUSE
PURPOSEFULNESS IS
POWER

YOU EXCITED TO BE HEARING
DESTROYS IMPULSIVITY
AND FOSTERS PURPOSEFULNESS
FREEDOM ONLY WHEN
HIGHEST URGENCY FOR REASONING

REASONING BRAIN MUSCLES ISOLATED
FROM REST OF BRAIN USED FOR
CONTROLLING MOVEMENT
SERVING FUNCTIONS OF GROSS MOTOR
RESPONSES TO STOP YOUR OWN NERVES BEFORE OVERLOADED

PEACE BEGINS WITH
MY ACHIEVING BALANCE NOT RESTRICTING
IMPULSIVE SIDE OF ME
LOVING ALL THAT I AM
HAS YOU BE OK WITH MAGICAL GIFTS I HAVE

I KISS ONE FROM MY ANGELIC PLACE
GOOD FUN BEFORE FUN STOPS AND JOY WANES
I LOVE MY MOMMY FOR NEVER GIVING UP
TO LOVE IS MY GREATEST GIFT
IT HAS THE IMPACT TO HEAL ANYONE GOOD-MINDED

EVERY MOMMY HAS INFINITE PASSION CAUSING
INFINITE EARNING OF LOVE
YOUR JOYFUL ONE TOGETHER IS
FAITH WITH REAL ROUNDED LOVE WILL
MAKE THE WORLD MORE BRIGHT.

I AM BLESSED BY LOVING PARENTS
AND FRIENDS WHO
LISTEN TO MY INSIDE VOICE
MIRACULOUSLY LOVING ALL OF ME AND
GIVING PURPOSEFUL ME ENERGY TO GROW

– JORDYN

I love you and don’t want to hurt you

You must understand that my body acts out in aggressive ways both when I’m excited and frustrated.  Your decision to watch it from discomfort is yours to have.

I do not want to harm anyone, I have little control over my body.  Calming down takes me engaging my reasoning brain.

When I get overstimulated I may reach out and pinch mommy’s cheeks or push my forehead into her cheek.  I am at work figuring out how to interrupt that loop of impulse.

Your happiness is yours to manifest, my body isn’t making your emotions.  You must listen to my inside voice that indicates how much I love you.

So, your kids may exhibit similar bodily apparitions that can mask the true way they feel.  Trust their inside voice has love in its heart and your reactions will keep love in the relationship.

Too many times we make up the wrong hard conclusion and don’t investigate what’s really happening in the relationship, creating more havoc than necessary.

No two people will understand a situation the same way, be interested in other’s view and you will be surprised how fast love shows up.

In love respectfully,

Jordyn