Do bad people always behave in terrible very wrong ways?

All last night I had such a hard time sleeping.  Being a caring and sensitive soul, I could feel the pain of the victims in Edmonton and Las Vegas.

I am totally at a loss of words to describe their emotions.  All came so quickly and powerfully over me.

Do bad people not have another outlet for their anger?

Totally was overwhelmed with the flood of anguish and felt sick to my stomach all night.  Always caring Mommy helped me stay grounded and snuggled me all night.

Basically, just could not block the waves of distraught and shock from effecting me.  To be clear this is not a reaction to being told of these horrendous acts, this is me feeling them as they happen.

I do my very best to always protect myself with crystals, but I don’t think any crystal would have been enough.  There is a different feel to events like last night, where single humans be filled with such rage and act it out on innocent people.  I am always effected by worldly tragedy, however this type of senseless violence has a flavour all its own.

When will humanity learn that love is the answer?



8 thoughts on “Do bad people always behave in terrible very wrong ways?

  1. crocker42

    Dearest Jordyn,
    I know you believe in angels. St. Michael the Archangel, for whom your dad was named, is the angel who fights evil. This is a request I make of him often, I should do it every day, but I forget. But here it is:

    St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protector against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.

    Angels are here to help us. St. Michael will, I believe. It is a mighty battle. I want to be part of it, if even in a very small way.

    Love, Mimi


    1. Mimi,

      Only humanity choosing love and acceptance over hate and jealousy will save the planet. The Angels are working overtime to ensure things don’t go completely down the tubes. Being loving and spreading love is our access to having a world of joy and peace. Praying is a great thing, but everyday loving actions are more powerful than praying for some angelic being to save the day.

      100% love you,



  2. Wendy Edwards

    Jordyn, that you can and do “feel” this upset in the world as it happens is amazing to me. I am sorry that events like this happen, and also how they affect you directly. I am sure that is because so much of you is love, plain and simple. Love would be so aware of its opposite. I use what I learned at Calm amid Chaos ( ask your Mom about this program) to help me cope. Thank you for sharing again. I hope you sleep well tonight


    1. Wendy,
      I wish I could make it go away sometimes when it is overwhelming like on Sunday. But also know that only have this gift for a reason. I wonder how many others feel what I feel. And how many times their bodily reactions are misinterpreted as bad behaviour. It takes my body a few days to calm itself, and during that time I need to stim a lot. Any interruption in my process just slows my ability to shake the absolutely gross feelings off. I have had a hard time over the last while with all the worldly tragedy, but hope that what I am doing is making a difference.

      100% love you,


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